Kelly and Family
Christi and husband Mike
Amy and her familySo, I totall adore my older (half) brother and sisters. Christi lives in Utah and I don't get to see her very much anymore but wish I did. Amy just lives down the road here in Eagle and we are really close and my parents always tell me how much my personality is like hers (which is a total compliment since I adore her!). Mike lives down the road in Nampa but works all the time, he is pretty quiet but I think thats just because us girls are so loud, he's hilarous whenever you get a chance to talk to him, he was really supportive and sweet when I was going through a rough time and always has tickets to the gun show. Kelly is the closest in age to me of my older siblings, she's seven years older than me and definelty the most easy going out of all of us.
For as long as I can remember I have looked up to my big brothers and sisters and just idolized them, and even as I'm grown up a part of me still does that. I've always wanted to be best friends with all of them and hang out all the time and just call and chat with them. They were so much older than me growing up that I saw them ocasionally but I always wanted to see them more. I guess unless you have older brothers and sisters you can't really understand how much you look up to them and the way you look at them. Even though they are my half brothers and sisters, we have the same dad, there was never a difference to me, they are my siblings.
Anyway, I have hardly seem any of them this past year, we are all really busy with kids and work and everything. I have really missed them and felt a little sad I haven't gotten to hang out with them much this year. And I've been a little sensitive lately, sometimes I feel like they just see me as an annoying little sister and don't want to be friends with me. So when they reach out to me it means so much to me. Yesterday Kelly sent me this really sweet email and it toally made my day!
sara- Not that I would be of much help, but can we help you out in any way with your move? Have you moved yet or are you moving soon? Let me know. Maybe we all could meet for lunch sometime. love ya, Kelly
Kelly's pregnant too, hence the not much help part, she's due the end of October and is having a boy also. I should probably wrap this up, so my whole little lesson I decided I was supposed to learn, or at least needed reminded of was to follow your heart and not worry about what the other person might be thinking or feeling, to just love them, despite what they do or don't do so you can be at peace with yourself. I don't know that it is coming out right but hopefully that makes a little sense. I hope you all have a fabulous Friday.
Much Love-Sara





2 comments:
oh, that's so sweet. I totally get it. My older sister is amazing, and I've always had a bit of a worship thing going on with her. Family is so great!
that is a great lesson and I should live by it too! hope the move is going well. i will get to my "TAG" someday. loves. xoxo
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