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Monday, September 28, 2009


I'm not sure I can do it, put I'm going to put my big girl panties on and keep telling myself I can! .....Then not too far down the road it will be done. I will be on my own, and proud and strong and I WILL have done it. I will not do it alone because the Lord has blessed me with this huge army of amazing women in my life, I know I am at a turning point, things are going to go up from here. This 24/7 sick to my stomach feeling, like I am literally going to hurl at any minute, cry at any moment or could just run away, all those feelings will leave. I will stand here, plant my feet in the ground and go for it. I have watched you all do it, pulled yourselves up, dusted off and said bring it on again b*tch. I am too stubborn not to do this, to blessed to have to do it alone and to optimistic about the future to let anything stop me.

~S

2 comments:

Kristen Levandusky said...

Heck yes you can!!! I'm so proud of you- you're going to be stronger and better than ever! You are so amazing, and you deserve the absolute best- NOTHING less! Love you girl! Call me if you need anything. Now that you're in Eagle, I won't have to pack a snack to get to you!

Lori Renn said...

I'm here for you always! Be strong. You are an amazing person. Believe in YOU!

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